i’m alive in here

I’m still alive asshole. DESPITE THE FACT THAT ONLY 3 DAYS HOME YOU ARE LOVE BOMBING ANOTHER, WANTING TO HAVE HER BABIES, SHE’S YOUR SOUL MATE, just like I was and the ones before me. YOU CAN’T HURT ME ANYMORE. YOUR LIES CAN’T HURT ME. YOUR SLANDER CANNOT AND WILL NOT HURT ME. YOU WILL NEVER HURT ME AGAIN. And guess what, DESPITE THE FACT THAT I’M STILL HERE, CRYING, MY SOUL RIPPED INTO A THOUSAND PIECES, I get by knowing that I HAVE HEART AND YOU DON’T. YOU DON’T HAVE A HEART, NOR A SOUL. All you know how to do is mirror others. Your life is a LIE. The fan base you have created around you is based on a lie BECAUSE YOU AREN’T REAL! I mean, you exist in this realm, but SOULLESS AND HEARTLESS AND THAT MAKES ME FUCKING SMILE! That makes me realize that YOU WILL NEVER FIND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW TRUE LOVE. You may have scammed me over the past few years, but I’M STILL CAPABLE OF FINDING REAL LOVE. YOU ONLY DETOURED MY PATH. I’M ALIVE IN HERE. AND YOU NEVER WILL BE!
and that my friends is true justice. that is universal karma at its finest. THANK YOU FOR TEACHING ME THAT I CAN LOVE MYSELF, EVEN WHEN OTHERS TRY TO MAKE ME BELIEVE I’M WORTHLESS. Thank you for teaching me what hate truly looks and feels like. Thank you for teaching me the difference between good and EVIL. Thank you for reestablishing my relationship with God. Because after having lived through the true face of evil and horror, I did not come out condemned. YOU DID.

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